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Michael G. Wade Welcomes All of You WorldwideSeeking Unity Through Mutual Understanding. Notice of Copyrights & Disclaimers
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To Everyone and Everything,
It is not my intention, to hurt anyone. My whole desire in writting that which I write, is to help those who wish to listen, and do everything that, is required to find thier self, accountable and responisble for everything they do, or say. Each of our lives, each of our ways, each of our thoughts, each of our actions do and, sooner or later, we will each and all, must pay the Universe it toll for all of our daily deeds. It is not to my advantage to claim any of the knowledge that, my rambling of words may impart, but, to the favor of the God of Gods, I'll speak them knowing full well there are those who exist within this world that, if the words expose their crimes, they tend to get angry and, some are evening willing to kill to shut them up. So, in the mood of sharing and acceptance, I say to them, forgive yourself and us for wanting universal unity.
I'm only Fifty-one years old. I've seen many changes, as those who are of any age can attest too also. Fast changes and some so slow that they are still lost in the distant future of never-land. For the sake of exploitation, as well as, enslaving everyone too, the building of wealth, for the very few, and empowering themselves with unity and devoting, they poison the minds of the masses and weave a worldwide deception over all of our eyes. They inspire you to compete against each other in the name of unity. Unity does not compete, it does not bred individual status because it shoulders it share of the labors and makes everything flow as One. It will not show Ego, Pride, Contempt, haterd, anger or, any other feelings which is only, an emotional state of mind instead of, being in the Now and being, Intellectually Real, Based in the Reailty of Harmonious Unity. 5/2/2008 To Mr. L on the eastern seaboard.To my friend I meet on the telephone at work, Mr. L.,
We, find all kinds of tid bits in the news, on the net, and, also Newsletters of interest. The newsletter I said, I would leave you, on my blog site, is called: Globalresearch.ca or, you can google Global Research E-Newsletter and, follow the link, to sign up. Anyone, looking to know the truth, should read what these newsletters have to say, and then, research for yourself, what truth there is within. I think, the people would be shocked, to know the real truth, and the whole truth. 3/18/2008 Thoughts of the Day If we do not continue, to expanding our minds, as to reach one single high plateau, then, we are subjecting ourselves, to living an aimless existence, instead of improving the quality of our life, and the lives of our children and theirs, we condemn ourselves to a sure end. Yet, there are dangers to expanding the mind if, we fall short of intelligence and, if we become egotistical and blinded, by the power of knowledge. To self delude ones self, from believing, that others, can not know what we have come to know, and we do not show them, the respect every creature created deserves. We must transend, the urge to feel superior, over those, who lack the intelligence that we our selves have come to know. It is impossible, to teach it to those, who are not ready to receive, its light of revelation, and we, are more ignorant, than those we think to be so. 2/22/2008 Real Life or Ideal Life?We all have an Idea, what life should be like. In all of our best efforts, we strive at living, the ideal life to be… but, real life always seems to find us, in our past or future, right when we don’t want it too, because, we are real busy, living our ideas of life, instead of living, with our self in the present, present as always, within the real world, that we owe our existence too, and the existence, of our seed also! We may have respect for all of life but, we can and do, always disrespect our selves, or even, those things, we choose to serve in life, that when doing them, we are at our most thought happiness state of being. This is why, we must learn too think, in more of an openness minded and heartness, to everyone’s rights, to do those things, which do not infringe, upon the rights of all living things, yet, in a social environment, we have to learn to respect, those differences of others, and everything living, if we are to receive respect, from the community of all living things…but, real life, seems to be about, what we have to have, to survive reguardless of the things, that we are blinded too? It’s about everything corrupted with the indifferences, thinking and convincing ourselves that, I got better things to do, than listen to you. This is the attitude of the workers everywhere because, they are paying everywhere, for everything, and when they need it most, well, what do you know, they have too pay for it again, with the giving of themselves and taking away, from all other things living, as well as, with their very own lives, and the lives of their children. This is real life. Raw and unwanted, is what we get. Yet our leaders, and theirs, are indifferent, to what ever we need, or what we got to say. Do you know why? It is because, in the forms of competitiveness, we are always trying, to out do anyone, and each other, who is in the same standing as we, our self. Gaining understanding, comes best, with experience. You and I, we will never understand nothing in real life, till real life is about to end, for us ourselves, if we are not sensitive to the needs of everything in life, and then putting forth the actions, and efforts, to ensure, that every thing has what it needs. All wealthy persons would, argue upon end, that that dream of unity, would just make everyone equal to them, and armies upon armies, wave upon wave, would diverge upon, whatever world leader, that would try to unify, every other nations leaders to join them, in the above fore mentioned ideal world. So in conclusion of this writing here, we are going to continue hearing, lie upon lie, while seeing, across this planet we live on, the continuance, of its rape, pillage and it’s dying, as well as, killing of its eco-system, that supports all of our lives upon it, in the present known sense that is. Well, I can only give it to you, as I sense it to be, and as my life experiences has seen, as I see it, as I have experienced it and, as I have lived it, as well as, those that I know around me have lived it. So keep on living, and don’t let karma pay you with death, when all your deeds that you do, this minute, because this minute, whether it was ten thousand years ago, or ten thousand years from now, this minute NOW, is the only time that exist in Eternity! 2/17/2008 Knowing or Thinking
For us to be free, we must empower our self with knowledge. Only then can we understand, not one side, but all sides of that which we choose too. It is through self inspiration, that we find the will to educate our self, but it is through this self awareness, that we find the truth in the fact that, if we do not wish to empower our self, others can not care less, what we know and, care even less, at what we wish to do for them. We can not help those who do not come to us with the thirst for direction, because it is wrong for us to believe we have the power to teach others what we know. They must learn it for their self or, they will be easily mislead, to believe whatever anyone teaches them, whether it is right or wrong. Knowledge is truly power. When acquiring it, we will find our selves, bubbling over with the urge, to teach it too others. From that feeling of greatness, our intentions are to share, but they will only be rejected, and our friends will reject us, with rejection of the power they never intended too search for in the first place. You will be looked upon, as a know it all, with an attitude and, held in contempt, for the insertion of knowledge you offer out of your love and wanting to help those you love. They will justify this in their minds as, they couldn’t know any better than me, so they are trying to look better than I am. It is better, to just point them, to some place, they can find the knowledge they seek or lack and, hope they will put forth, the energy to search out the truth for them selves. Do we need to be right? It is a natural feeling to help those who we care for and, also to help those we don’t know, but the stranger, will accept your help, a hundred times faster, than a friend or loved one will. It is through experience, that we find our self, face to face with knowing. Any time before that, we can only assume and think we know. It is more rewarding to point someone in the direction of knowledge and, then see them coming up with, the same conclusion that we ourselves have come too know. The greatest teacher, is the teacher that inspires the minds of those they wish to help, to search in places, that they have offered directions too, and then to allow them, the time too come back with, the information that shows, that their help wasn’t in vain. To push someone upon, what we ourselves know as truth, will only push our friends or, possible friends, farther away from the real truth. So be patient, and allow everyone the time too be empowered with their own knowledge, that none of us has the right to claim it as our own. Just have the comfort in knowing, it is everyone’s equally, and if we are to share, it is the directions, in where it can be found, and it is their own responsibility too find it for them selves. It has been, years of trial and error, that knowing this, has come to light for me. Many people would love too tell you, that they taught it all to me. Taking credit for, what another has achieved and learned. That only shows the weakness of ones own mind, when they can not give credit to the one that has learned it for their own self. They think in their weak minds, that they deserve credit for what you have found out your own self. Do not let this lower you too their standards, but see it as it is. Some one trying to take credit for the achievements that we each must learn. It doesn’t mean a thing, if they knew it or, even helped point you in the right direction. It is you that took the initiative to check it out, and quit possibly, you have taken more in-depth and, understand it better than what they have told you about it. Nothing, as well as, everything, means nothing, if it has, no meaning to you. So many ignorant people want to take credit for, thing others sweat and put hard work, as well as, deep thought into. An example of this is, in the nineteen nineties, a leader in the United states was telling people that he was responsible for the internet. What a liar he is. The internet was around way before he was going to school. It first came about for the sharing of ideas among the worlds scientists. From there it grew to become what is still is becoming today. Lies to impress others only shows ignorance to those who already know. There is a difference in them, just as there’s a difference in these two statements, “I think I can”, verses “I know I can”. So, everything I write, isn’t meant to try an impress you the reader, it is to inspire the reader. I’ve been reading most of my life, but still, I’m as ignorant as, the next guy. I’m just a drop in the ocean, as we all are. To learn everything, it is impossible. To know a lot of things, that is possible. To put your self above others is like, believing your self to be the God of Gods, it makes you more ignorant than you need to be. Don’t believe anyone, if you don’t research it, for your own self. Do whatever it takes, to inspire yourself. There is no religion, higher than Truth! There is truth, in all religions, yet time has added, to the truth within them, by those who wished, to be remembered, just as much as, the God of Gods had conveyed nothing but the truth so that we would not be blinded, by the acts of mankinds nature. By simply appling these truths, to yours and my life, you and I will or, would, rise above the Evils of the self and, acsend to the heights of Sonship, or daughtership, of the God Of Gods, to become, true keepers and preservers, of all things within, life itself. Everything is Sacred. You will find, that when, or as you climb up, within your mind and your heart, those around you get desperate and, do everything in their power to pull you back down too their level of hell. So the only logical conclusion to change is, educate yourself, but only inspire others, as well as empower them, to climb out with you. If we are to turn things around and go forward, we must unify with our own self first and then, every living thing within this whole universe next. Only then will we be fit to be called Citizens of civilization. I am no more than a messager, with a message. I am choosen, from the lower depths of this world. It takes experience to understand. Who among the rightous, can say that they, understand the unrightous? Who among the unrightous, can say that they understand the rightous? It is time for us to find peace. Peace must first start from within. Before there can be peace anywhere, everyone and everything must first KNOW IT WITHIN. This I know. I do not think it to be so, I know it to be so.
1/29/2008 Other PlacesTechnorati Profile I find myself wishing that I could go to other places. Not those that remain in your mind, then casually dismissed. I would like to go to a place, that I am not known, for the thing that are in my past, but what I'm doing now. It is true that things are always changing, yet, there are those who alway resist change, for fear of failing. My past is decorated with crimes and punishments, and some punishments are still being paid. Karma is a teacher of lessonings, that once learned, change is good, if the changing we do, is good for all things in total. It is good to use our imaginations, for the advancement of thought and placements in life. Be constructive in everything thought, does always mean that life will not be trying of ones negative spot, but it will carry us through the fires of tribulations, which are always burning around us daily. Who knows, maybe it's own fire, will catch the world ablaze and, we will all unify to carry each other over to the other side. The journey, will always make us weary, what the world needs is, a friend upon, some like theirself, they can depend. Like the borders, imaginary lines, make one way, for yourself and me, to rise above, the drowning sea, of negativity. Unity is the key, at joining you and me, two as one, even better if we make it three. Now!!! Can everyone See? 1/23/2008 Discrimination
Discrimination, in our minds maybe thought of as, that's the other persons problem, when in reality, its everyone's problem. Whether if, or even if not any of us, it's still everyone's problem. We, can not escape the turmoil, when it goes off around you everyday, in some way, or another. So discrimination, is a sickness that, you and I are born into. It becomes part of you. When you grow up, and are dealing with it, on a day to day bases, you can not escape either, being prejudice, or being indifferent too it. And all the things, that people can be prejudice about is, Everything!!! Sure, there are those groups out there, that are founded on the principles of fighting prejudices, but real soon, they are awakened too the cold hard facts, that money, in great amounts, is needed for education, and its appliances of, within our communities while also being sure of full accountability. Most of them fall short of, their prime directive, for their full attention, is being paid to finances of the organization and, themselves, instead of, why they gained their existence, in the first place. Quite frankly, people are too busy, making a living, instead of, having any time, too dedicate to themselves. How easy, it would be, to control the populations, of the world and, if working like slaves, barely pays the bills, "We" would not, have any time too leisurely educate ourselves and, unify with our environment, and the environments, around us. Boom Boom, out go the lights. Wake up. Unify! Don't remain in the dark, in this world or, the next. People, things are, the way they are, because we let them be. Yeah, sure, you can not do anything by yourself if, you believe that. That's a cope out, as well as, an out right lie. You have a voice. You can say with it, whatever you want, but, don't be afraid to speak the truth. It is the truth that, sets all people free. Not your truth, but the truth that all can prove and, agree upon. The truth that protect everyone. The truth that accepts us as an individual, against groups larger than us, can and do over-power us, and enslave us, to their liking, not to ours. We must lay down those things, that make us weak and, an over indulgence of anything, is your weakness as well as mine, that's how you can tell, what they are. Hidden and intertwined within ourselves, is the down fall of our characters. Removing them is painful. Don't be afraid to search for help. Everyone is eager to help, and they can, as long as, you are patient with all their own faults and, wait for them to speak, those golden rays of wisdom.
1/16/2008 A Little Of Every Thing!!!!
There is a Golden thread, that connects this whole Universe together, as One Body. You can move around everything within it, and, you can not make it unconnected, anywhere! This thread, remains invisible, in most of the wavelengths, that we call sights, by the different colored lights. Ultraviolet, infrared are just a few of the rays of light with your x-ray and gamma rays and so forth. From one point of the spectrums to its other, everything that coexist in this universe is found there. Yep, Us too. Now if you could stand back and take a look at that whole spectrum of all the different spectrums, you would be looking at, what I call and know, as God. So if you ask me whether I believe in God, you bet your life I do. Now the world is full of B's & B's, (my own personal definition) and they have one short ounce of knowledge, yet, you all know them, because they act, as if they know it all, and try their damndest, to show you they do, whether you want them too, or not. Don't get me wrong, we all have different degrees of this mental sickness. Can not help it, us living in a world like ours. We all, are journeying when we start life, without a manual, to by pass the idiosyncrasies, of our lost parents, who think they know more than their, finally experienced parents. What a mess we have, when the gatekeepers, are corrupted to the core and, the world is not progressing into, an intelligent way of civilizing and adapting their ways, as the mistakes of our Ancestors have made, and leaving us, always making the same mistakes, over and over again. In Classing all things, it gets me to wondering, just when, are we going to see, that whatever we do to once class of things, other things in all the other classes, are effected by it. We are taught from school years and up, if not before, too compete with others. Just where does it say, compete against all others? Though no one asked me, I'm still going too say, I think you all have out classed yourselves, and competed us all, into a world of many animosities for different Classes. Hey! Don't hate me for speaking the truth. But, you can hate me a little for calling you B's & B's. :-> Every time someone says something, without being conscious of what they are saying, and who they are saying it too, it is easy to hurt their feelings. People are a feelings type of (emotional) beings. An open minded and open hearted person, can be crushed, by a mean closed minded and closed hearted person. When this happen over an over again, it's like dying. It makes you want to say to them, "How many times and, how many ways, must I suffer the pain you cause me, before you learn, how much love I have for you? The Love I have within, is real, it fills me too over-flowing, and if your love is real for me, you would not be so indifferent to my feelings. But let us face it. People have let their self be ruined, not from others per se but, from not telling people how they feel. Amongst our brothers and sisters, our pride and egos, make us the craps we are. All of you are my Brothers and Sisters, Sons and Daughters and, my elders are, my moms and dads, but, Only the, "God of the Gods, and Goddesses, is my Creator, my Father and my Universe. This does not gladden my heart, when I see, so many of you without direction, without purpose and feeling, as if life is cursed. If life is cursed, it is man, who brings about the darkness, we have in this world. Among all the species, of this planet, mankind, is the true destroyer and, this does not have to be so. To feel any other way, is being false with you, and, self deceitful with myself. This is the core, from which all my sadness, flows from. So easy, is the solution, to fix this world, yet, among those of you, who refuse to change, force has never been an option. Unity can only come from choice. We are left alone in this world, without enough people, to inspire us, to educate ourselves, in the ways of true righteousness. I am no stranger, to all the ways, that there can be. I've been the Dawn, and the Dusk, that stands between, the darkness, and the light. Yet, I say it not to gain recognition, only that all of you I do recognize. Mostly, I'm in balance, with my two extremes. I know it is easy, to be deceived, even without leaving your own home. I known, as most of you too, all the different pains in life. Physically, Mentally and Spiritually. Yet, I've had the pleasure, of knowing the greatest of joys as well as, the greatest of pain. I hear some of you women now. I've been gunshot and had a compound fracture. I've been kidnapped, pistol whipped and beaten with sticks and clubs for ten hours. I guess some of you women have had babies with less suffering, yet, many have suffered as much if not longer. I'm not trying to win any kind of contest. I've died a few times, but, that was kind of peaceful, once, real dark without thought even. The thing is though, we can be deceived, without believing, we are deceived. Ready to die for something we know, when, what we know, is not right either. You, Me and I, must take, what our parents, and theirs, tell us is right, as being right. What If, they are wrong? Are you going to continue to believe what is wrong, instead of, what is right? The problem is, most of us do. Most of us, feel like killing you, even if, you tell me, or try to show me, what is right, when we believe, what is wrong. As children, we are not left to search for the real truth. We wouldn't have the guidance, to point us in the right direction anyway, because, people are at different degree of knowledge, and the only direction, you can get from them is, maybe where to search, for a certain type of information. Most would rather, you just believe them. Being a lazy species, most of us do just that. Well, I've got things to do, though I would rather write. Living with other leaves me little time to write as much as I wish. So chew on this for awhile and I hope to see more of you soon. 1/14/2008 Happy 2008 to AllThis is my first writing, of the New Year and, I wanted to say, Happy New Year to all of You. Yet, within our hearts and minds, we know, everyone isn't happy. Even, those everyone who think they are happy will have many unhappy hours. What is my first writing going to be about? It can only reflect my thoughts, feelings, and the things I Love. I know many of you, who think, and feel the same yet, feel and think, I am just one person, heck, I can't even get the dog, to listen to me. This feeling of being powerless, it depresses, and makes one sick at their stomach, as well as works upon the mind itself. People around us, all are too important, to themselves, to be bothered, with problems others are suppose to fix. Folks, don't get me wrong. I know that in your eyes, and in the eyes of others, I am not much to consider. I'm not much of a writer, I'm not much of a anything if, that is what you want to believe. Yet, without anything, I retain more than most of you. I care for everything. I love everyone, I care for all the phases of life and death, yet, I'll never judge you today, with what you did yesterday, as long as, you are willing to show me, each and everyday, you can follow the caring, loving and respectful way of life. You see in this world, We, all have problems, no matter, who we are, how well off we are, or whatever time in life we are at. As long as, one person suffers needlessly, that problem is ours. Now, you want to speak to me about Social this , Social that. You, Me and I, are all part of, the worlds problems, even, if you are indifferent to all of them. So today, January 2008, I plan on being open to the whole world, even if the whole world or, even one part of it, wants otherwise, I'm going to stand back from myself, and all my own problem, I will bare to the world, yet, I'm going to also speak, about our worlds problems, and offer some suggestions of possible solutions, for everyone and all to think about. I know we have to be considerate of peoples, and life, in all its different phases, if we are to begin, too turn this worlds disastrous direction, that we are heading into, full force. So to answer the question, on most people's minds. What are my qualifications? I'll answer that with three words. Age and Experiences! Or, vice-versa. Too elaborate, I must tell you my complete story. Of course the version is my own, so you have good reason to doubt anything that I say, but, If you use the three gifts of life, that usually will bring anyone, from a baby, to the Ancients, to the right deduction of Universal truth. That's to take, whatever material and, look at it logically, reason with it logically and logically everyone can come up with the Common Sense Answer. People are different in the ways of living, some want to make it complicated, some want to make it simple and the rest, don't care one way or the other. They want nothing to do with it. So where do I start? The quick view is, I raised myself. The best place to start is right now. I Hate to hear people complain, so I'm just going to say, that I'm in bad shape were my health is concerned. I had plenty of help getting this way. Thanks to being ignored by the United States Government and the State of Ohio. I'm homeless, living off the sympathies of family and friends who have been tired of me for some time yet. I was hurt on the job, sold out by my attorneys because, the owner of the company I worked for, happens to be related to Ohio's Supreme Justice, that coincidently has the same last name. So much for the Administrative Rules against nepotism. I have degenerative joint disease, COPD (on my last breath), Blood Clots in my left leg and also in my lungs, High blood pressure just to name a few of my problems and I'm not disabled in their eyes. I have medical Records backing up everything I claim, every attorney that I've spoken too says that I have a real good case, yet everyone has came back a quit around my deadlines of going to a public hearing. I have a few other things wrong with me that gets everyone SSI, But I can not get a little bit of help, from my own Government, just because, of the influence of a few key people. I can help tremendously, in this world, and, with all my heart, I want too, But, they do everything in their power to hold me here, hoping I'll soon die. I'll publish my life, back it up with records, and do it just because, it's the right thing to do. I never want to see another human being, suffer as long, and as hard, as I have an am. So, I take up the sword, of my pen, ok, keyboard, and, if it's the last thing I do, I'll expose every dark secret, every dark deed, that I know and everyone, I can prove. So, people, this is what you have to look at from this site, beginning now, January 14th 2008. If you are interested, I'll tell you about my fifteen years in prison, about my life in the mountains and the city. I'll attempt to try to tell you why, when and how on everything. I'll always take constructive criticisms, but will not feel a bit bad, about rejecting anything, that is not constructive. I'll remain open, to those who are open, and closed, too those who are closed. I'll serve each and everyone of you with the deep affection and care that I would expect from you. If I do not, it is because you are not. No matter what age you are, I'll show you the respect that we all deserve and need. To be continued. 12/11/2007 Christmas Season 2007Here we all are, at the end of 2007. Is this a season that is going to live within our minds forever, or at least, in the following years to come? Or is it, just like all the rest of the years at how any of us that views life, as well as the worlds around us? I started thinking, which I really don't like to do, But anyway's, I started thinking if, I would ever be able to accomplish the things, I would like to accomplish before I die. Since the past, in my life, hasn't been the best life to live, yet, unfortunately what choice do we have in what way we grow-up? I now know that I made a lot of bad choices in the things that I've done, but on the same hand, what really matters is, what I do with my life now, today and the days that follows. Unlike some of you, this writer has had a life filled with crime and prison time. It took me one third of my life, to learn simple things such as, a honest man does not have to worry about the police looking at them. You do not go to prison for being honest unless, what you are doing is dishonest. If you can be a honest man, why worry about those who protect honest people. Yet I'm getting ahead of myself. Or more like behind me. The subject is for me, repairing damage done by that past so, I can better the service unto all of you. Bare with me though, I'll do some jumping around because I'm a little crazy for thinking, I should believe, that some of those that my recklessness hurt, that they are sorry for, the recklessness on their part, in hurting me so that I became provoked into trying to hurt them in the first place. Well anyway, what I found out is that you have to get to know yourself before, you know what's what in this world we live in. Sometimes, people never get to know their self the way they should, because if they did, they would understand all others. When you begin to understand your self, understanding other get easier and easier. Even understanding things you have not experienced is possible, but, there is no better teacher than experience. Yet, once understanding become's more of a way of life, experience is not needed to know, that if you stick your hand in the fire, you are going to get burnt. So, that maybe someone else, is as blue as I am for this Christmas 2007 season, I am going to tell whoever reads this, the story of the worlds oldest screw-up. I'm going to direct this to the young, but not too young to know what life could be, and what life may be. So the following writings is from a man, who has done time six different times, and wasted a third of my life, and also hurt everyone in it that would matter to any of us, family, friends and acquaintances. It is my sincere hope, that the right one will read this, and feel inspired to either live a noble life, or change their already hopeless life, into a hopeful one. Be strong within, not for a feeling of superiority over others, but for the leader that any of us can be. For nothing makes a person more weak, than the disrespect they show all of life around them, both for the self and for all others, ego and pride only makes one arrogant. Look upon all life with respect, that you or I, would want for me, and even in the face of all others without an ounce of respect for anyone, show your respect as if, they were royalty. This is the only true control any person has. Is the control over ones own feelings, thoughts and actions that makes us leaders of ourselves and responsible enough to lead over any of Gods creation. First thyself, then maybe others. Just released from prison, August 1, 2004. I am off parole. I came out of prison homeless. Went straight to a homeless shelter here in my city. Stayed there till I found a place, that was being foreclosed upon, and I moved in using swatter rights to live out of the elements. Believe me that it helps when winter is all around you. Though I didn't have electricity, running water or heat without running an extension cord over to my brother apartment next door. Yes, I broke the law there. I lived there from September 2004 to December 2005. Hardships makes a person think about making a living any way possible. Yet that is, and would be, an excuse I would not, and I will not allow myself, the pleasure of relieving myself from, those hardships that stood between, being honest or dishonest. I made a promise to myself, many times before, but being weak minded and weak willed was easier than facing them, and overcoming the urge to be somebody, with some place, so that others could see me and that I'm someone, with some place to live like them. Pride is something we are taught to cherish. Something we are told to hold scared. Something to take in ourselves. Yet who defines, at what point it is, when we are full of arrogance and egotistical. We are. We are the ones, without the experience, to say just how much is enough and, how far we go. We use our fathers or, mothers as examples of good citizenship for living life. We, consider ourselves good judge's of other's and, forego properly judging ourselves. We are merciful with our self and, stern with others. We, justify our own actions, while condemning other peoples actions. Is it any wonder why the world has not found a way to live in peace and harmony? So this Christmas, and the year to follow, I am spending my time trying to seek forgiveness for my sins against others, yet, in my heart, I know that their are some who will never forgive, you or anyone else. Their time of understanding has not yet came. It takes a lot of understanding just to understand. It goes beyond saying, thinking and experiencing because, one must be God like to understand you and me. I do not know many of them people at all. This and not being in contact with a family that fell apart decades ago, well, it just makes me sad. It makes me blue to love them so much and them, they don't have a minute of their time for me, except to judge me harshly, as if all these decades, though it has changed the face of the earth, everything has evolved amazingly, yet they still see me the same as they did, way back then. It is maybe my fault, that they will never be able to grow out of being so cynical. Telling them I'm sorry has not worked. So being blue about it, seems to be an old friend that I will never get use too. What does Christmas mean too me? It means that I will see families laughing, beaming bright smiles at each other. I have got to watch this knowing that as of now, I don't have much family. I'm not looking for pity. It's my own fault. I just wish I could forgive myself for not being able to share this love that bubbles forth from inside me, yet, plunge deeper into depression, over not being able to, tell my daughter or grandchildren, how much I love them. I was a child, passed among a constant barrage of troubled families, all supposedly caring for me like their own, but finding that they didn't know to handle their own problems and having to be passed over and over again, I've been living the life of the nomad. Loving everywhere I go and feeling blue that I haven't had a place to call my own outside of myself. So after many years, my search turned inward. This is where home really is. This is where love lives. But it was not always love that lived here. With knowledge comes great sorry. Being able to see all the realities, yet knowing, most of them do not really exist. Knowing that in ones own mind, many different states of being exist according to just how you think. What you think, is. It is the truth for you, whether it is the truth for not, another soul. Everyone, and of course this is my own opinion, everyone is to a certain degree, mental off balance, sick, warped in ways of thinking or how every you wish to view your own ways of thinking. Look how many people will say, I'm not crazy, or I'm not biased, I'm not wrong. I'm right and know I'm right. All of us. In reality, there are different ways of life and this is good that we do not all act the same, say the same thing at the same time. Do the robot since we all are to be like so and so. Usually, so and so is some religious iconic person. Here is another truth. None of us are totally free. To be served, you must serve. To be loved, you must love. There are so many trivial things in this world, yet there are those who make it a case of life and death. Rules are good for us all. Guidelines are for everyone. Without any of these, the world is in total chaos. Because of bogus, erroneous rules and guidelines, the world must fight with those who wish to force their way of life upon another. So base rules and guidelines are needed and anything more than that, is slavery to those who must abide by the rules others enforce upon those who are different. Every country has these bogus laws, just so that they can exert a control over another who is different than themselves. If only we all could agree upon all of us agreeing upon dividing the land fairly so that we can group ourselves among others like us and stand to make sure that though our neighbor who may be different than we ourselves, our neighbor has the rights to theses differences just as we ourselves have a right to be different. There is no such thing as total freedom. All things takes a certain amount of care to be maintained in a balance of perfection. We all need to agree upon achieving this balance at the cost of sacrificing our wish, whether known or not, over the control of others. This needs to be place at the top of the rules and the guidelines list. My brothers and sisters, I'm tried, I must rest but, will continue this at a later time. Check back later for the rest of my story. Right now I'll place a link to other writings this writer has written. You may comment on any or all of them. I'll welcome constructive criticism, but truthfully, I'll not waste too much of my time on out right negative accusations. Be at peace with one another. For further blogs written by me, Click Here:Blogs by Me And also some others Here:More Blogs at Opera And my other Blog at Windows Live:Another at Michael G's Space: Last blog place at My Space:Blog on MySpace
7/20/2007 Truth for Me The Eternal truth is, no matter when, the Eternal God ordained the creation, of each of Our Eternal Selves, We have, over the dimensions of time, been in possession of many outer garments of elements, in the combinations and compounds, with the eternal forces that are, flowing throughout this universe and around, these things of seemingly different bodies, over the eons, We have not learned, the importance of the truth, respect and honor. These laws of, Respect, Honor and Honesty, if not learned and used from a young age, will come back upon us and without our awareness, the forces of karmatic law will collect its debts due. So, it is very important to bring into our lives, the value of giving, that which we wish to receive in return. As the old saying goes, "Oh what a web we weave when, we practice to deceive." The greatest crime, of the individual, is not to care about the whole or, all the rest, but, the one who must be responisble for, how we treat others, as well as ourselves.
The universal grounds of the individual, merging with the universal power of the Creator, and becoming one with the created, it brings about, an environment of oneness with our Creator, and the created, becoming one with the All, the forces no longer becomes seperate forces but, an individual force, for we will find it to be an every present flow with the Mega Force of the Creator. If this is not so, then, we are individuals, with all the differences becoming seperate from what we believe and, what is real. An environment of lonilness, confusion and despair, fill our days with depression and, we unknowingly disrespect our selves and others, in a state of blindness, without the insight to see the Creator, which surrounds us and, unable to feel the presence of the Creator WithIn. Alive, but, not Aware. Dead, in all the things that we could be feeling, seeing and hearing. This is, the main ingredients, which causes Self Centeredness, Greed, Envy and desires of someone elses lives, and everyone of the Seven Deadly Sins to Ourselves and God. In other words, it is the individuals, who control nothing good, that creates the hell, we all have upon this one little planet, and, it is the individual who chooses, which way things are going to be for them selves. Hell, is created upon Earth by Mankind, Not God.
Time is wasted, when time for Us to learn this, does not come. The one and, only accountable one, for our causing and being responsible for, all the destroying, (the negative destruction) of all things, is each of our own fault, because, we close our minds and hearts, to Logic, Reasoning and Common Sense. If, we had Logic, Reasoning and Common Sense, we would not hold our wills to being, an individual, for the individual, but, on the contrary, our wills would be aligned, with the harmonic body, of the whole, which is in alignment with and, by the Creator of All Things Past, Present and Future. When, I say All Things, I mean, All Things Harmonic and Universally ALL. The Greatest Gift Given, to each of us, that has been created is, the choice of being free to choose. If, you were to take all things into consideration, you, as I have, would see, that really making a choice, independent of everything else, with few exceptions, Creates, the Vortex, that drags us down or, raises us up. By making choices, with everything else in mind, as long as, every situation is mutual, and a win win situation, then We Find Ourself One With God.
My judgement is this, though, no matter what our thoughts are, no matter what we believe and, no matter what our cultures demand of us, or, even what name each culture has placed upon God, it is, That Whole, That All, That Gives Us Each Life and, We with all our different ways and differences, can not be a Family of One, if, we can not accept the peaceful ways of Everything else, and, We Do Everything in Our Power, living in the ways of disrespect toward others, only for that, which We call the Self, instead of, for All Others. We through the freedom of choice, do not choose the ways of acceptance, as well as, oneness with all. Out of our childish ways of being, we all on earth are experiencing the negative ways of, The Seven Evils in the Spirit of each Seven Sins.
There needs to be a time for peace, for the individual children of every side, of all cultures. We, must learn to meet our self, in the middle, as well as, meeting everyone else, in the middle, out of mutual respect for each other. These are the Ways of Peace. Peace, with Our Selves and, Peace With Others. Forget the Differences. These are the proofs of variety. Know, that by freedom of choice, comes the power of Ones Own Punishment or, Ones Own Reward. God, does not want punishment, for any of Us. God, will not punish Us because he gave us the power to punish ourselves, through karmatic law of choice or better known as, Cause and Effect . On the other hand, our reward is also at hand. Think about this. The Creator creates Everything Perfect. It is our perceptions, our insights, our individual choices, that destoys or interferes, (whether phyiscal, mental or spiritually) with the created things, God is constantly creating for us, all the time. We, some of us, have become individual enough, to destroy that relationship which, makes each of Us One with Our Creator and Everything else.
Every person, every animal, every aspect of life itself is, either through perception, a blessing or, a curse. The choice is yours. The choice is mine. But, to receive blessings or, curses, it is in each of our hands to, define which we are on the inside because, this is where the difference spring forth. To be received with Love and Acceptance, One Must Find these things in, Ones Own Individual Heart. No matter, whether you are positive or negative, maybe even neutral, coming to maturity, does not have an age upon it. Holding onto maturity does. The choice is yours, the choice is mine, and, God waits for us, to make the right ones. All of Us Are, the Sons and Daughters of the One and Only True God. We, can fool ourselves with deceit, we, can even fool others, with our deceit, but, we will never fool God. When we can see this, the way for us becomes easy, instead of us, all going against the ways of others, because of their differences, why will you not learn, to allow others, to learn things in a way without the individual being, an example of a tyrant. This, is a desire an example of, an egotistical person, using the negative power of ensalvement, from someone who, holds theirself, in their own mind, to being equal too, and their Own God but, they also want you and me to reconize this also, because they think, they are better than any other God created, or creates.
If ignorance is bliss, then, the world is blissful. So many competeing, for the seat of power, by their envy, by their wanting of power over you and me and, everything that anyone can see. They wish to control, by whatever measure it takes. Always, destroying that, which stands in their way of, achieving material wealth and controlling, you and me mentally, phyiscally and spiritually, if they can. The presence of Evil, is first of all, within each of us. We, are either controlled by it, or we can control it by working with God. If controlled by it, we are weak and childish within, but, try to give everyone the perception of us being mature and in control. If we control it, then we are maturing, in our maturity, of being open minded, and, open hearted to things devine. It stands to reason that, if we are not doing good for all, then, good things escape us. What we do, becomes in some shape or form, what we get.
Each thing has its degree, and limits. If you limit your good, you are only going to get, a limited good, in return. Set your priorties to unlimited good, and, an unlimited return will follow. Open your hearts, open your eyes of insight and, open your minds. Do not deceive your self. Do not take anything that can not be proved and believe it, because, it has been what you have been taught, from some other source. So many deceptions exist because, they were taught to your fore-fathers and mothers and, they taught them to you. Now, you teach them to your children. The wrong way is easy, the right way requires work, and constant nurturing. All things, seen and unseen, are created by the empowering Spirit of God, and without this power, there is no such thing as Life. Like all things, as examples, it's in combination with each other, that Lifes beauty and harmony exist. All other things, that are pulled, pushed or pried apart, to it individual components, is destroyed or incomplete. This is common sense. Strive for as much common sense as possible. When you believe you have enough, then know, you have just deceived yourself. There is always more. Peace and Love be with Us All !!!!!!!
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